Ciara is B A C K!!!!!

I remember when I used to be a hug Ciara fan back in my middle school and early high school years.

Out of nowhere her music tone starting changing and I started changing too.

[I wasn't a die hard CiCi fan like I thought I was because I stopped waiting on her to come back]

Apart of me was upset because I was honestly searching for her again

I was kind of upset because she just stopped delivering good music

Her tones was changing when she dropped "Fantasy Ride"

I was so disappointed because I only liked at least 5 songs on the album if that

I wanted my girl back

The young girl that spoke to me on her albums "Goodies" and "The Evolution" 

I needed her

I was mad at Ciara for a long time because she was my childhood role model

I wanted to be just like her

[Fun Fact: I could do every dance she did in all her videos]

When I tell you I felt like my love for music was going down hill

It went ALL the way down

I tried to find the "void" in other artist, but it was never there

So after "Basic Instinct" 

I gave up on Ciara because my role model/favorite singer was...

GONE!!!!
At least to me

For three years I thought the music industry was going to suck for me

Because I felt like I truly found a "entertainer" in my life

While everybody had the Beyonce', Rihanna, and Keri Hilson

I wanted Ciara back so bad

She was my entertainer

I felt like we connected on another level than others

She helped me with so many girl issues through her music

I related to everything on her "Goodies" album

And now at the age of 21

I can relate to everything on "The Evolution"

She helped me get through issues with boys, peer pressure, and break ups

I thought we was in this together

Like she knew me and I knew her

She was the big sister I never had

When she came back with "Body Part" 

I wasn't excited to hear her hot new single because I was afraid she was going to let me down again

BUT there she was

The Ciara I knew and grew up with

She came back for ME

Is what I thought

I feel like a failure because I failed her instead of trusting and believing in her like a true fan should

BUT I am a true fan

I was just hurt because I don't do well with change easily

Am I excited to get the album?

Hell Yes!!!!

Am I still her biggest fan?

Hell Yes!!!!

Will I give up on her again?

Hell NO!!!

I have to believe and have faith

And no that she will come back for me and bring the sound that I want to hear




Have you ever had that favorite artist who you felt you grew up with through their music take a long break?
Or, you felt like you personally knew them and they forgot about you?

As you see, I did.

I can't wait until this album comes out

I think it'll be worth it


xoxo,,,,,,theROCKstarrrrr